AMBITIONS | strong need to do something new

''How are you? Well I don’t know. I’m a bit confused.’’ Today I talked with my granny about my too much ambitions. It’s terrible when you have them a lot and beautiful at the same time. Although I have a strong need to do something new, I always think that i’m going to fail. So I (almost) never start. Afraid to grow in patience. I’m for sure a creation of habit. There is a pattern in my daily life routine that I would like to change. I’m not the only one, I think. It would be so nice when your work is your passion and your passion is your work, so I was just wondering to start a little company. Not a real one. Just a idea that I have it, to continue to challenge myself.
My granny told me that I just have to finish my school and that is isn’t possible to do something different at the same time. She’s right and wrong. Of course I just have to finish my school, that is self-evident. But that it isn't possible? No, never ever. Where there's a will there's a way. < don’t know if it’s correctly english. So, yeah. I'm brainstorming how I can challenge myself in a great way.
How I can make my passion my work. One ingredient to make it possible, just start, even when you think you’re going to fail ' cause starting is never a fail.